strength or weakness?
Posted on Sabtu, 28 April 2012 @ 21.04 < 0 comments >
It such a trouble in my life. Being generous isn't as easy as it seems. Sometimes it makes you looked like angel, then it will torn you back. People going to judging yourself. No matter how you prove that. People's brain like a climate of a country, hard to change. Maybe that the strength of you, or it could be your great weakness?
I don't know how to control that thing. I have try from elementary school until high school time. Unlikely easy to change.
Just give me advice, how to control it? Someone told me to not too being generous. But my deepest heart always say that "If you can help them, why not?"
I gave you the truth, helping someone is like an opium. You can't forget it, throw it or ever leave it. For me, how hard I tried to not care about the thing happened. My hearts felt so guilty.
I really want to lighten their burden.
Although it becomes so, I just want to help just might be too generous to be controlled.
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